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michelle lyon 123 months ago
This is where my beautiful young 25 year old son has been laid, his resting place, and it is breathtaking, he sits high up on a hill, and at day the sun shines all over and brightens his day, and at night he can see for a long way all the lovely stars in the sky and the lights, of busy cars, and street lights glowing and little lights all around little solar lights, making it a warm and pleasant place for him to look down from. I miss yiu my son so much, i can't put it into words, ive tried but i can't seem to find any powerful enough to tell you how sad i feel without you still walking this earth, and that breaks my heart a bit more every day, especially when every young boy i see with sallow skin and your build i have to double take as i see you everywhere, your always on my mind wee man, Every day i try to listen to something that reminds me of you, i am going with Peter Lyon to see your grandad i hope he holds no ill will to you as you are no longer here, and he was your grandson, it can't just be black and white when its family i know he loved you i know he loves me, but im just trying to work out how he shows it, hopefully when i visit you come too, and you might be able to tune into what it is that makes him tick, as he is a stranger to me, but i refuse to give up on him, and i never did give up on you, i gave respect but got none in return, i was there with you babes, i just didnt get to hold you as you passed, and its so sad, i miss that the most i wanted to say " im here for you son " always have been but ill be honest there were times i didnt know how to fix things and i so badly wanted to my perfect young man. Leon Misses you so much Cjherlie does too, and im bringing a photo of Brooke for you, as you did'nt get that chance to meet her like planned, Gerry im lost without you knowing i will never see you for real walk towards me smiling, YOU WERE MY FIRST BORN, I LOVE YOU AND WAS ALWAYS PROUD, LEON I LOVE TOO SO MUCH AND I AM NOT SURE HOW TO GO ABOUT FIXING THINGS BETWEEN HIM AND ME, OR EVEN IF HE WANTS TO, ILL NEVER STOP LOVING HIM OR YOU AND I HOPE TIME EASES HIS PAIN AND MINE, AND WE GET TO BE ABLE TO RE BOND, I DO NOT WANT EVER THIS TO HAPPEN WHERE I AM ROBBED OF THE CHANCE TO SAY IM HERE HOLD ON IN THERE, Gerry T Dobbin, 14/10/86 to 19/02/2011 I hope you hear every word i say and my goodnight every night, you are GBNF xxxxxxxxx lots of love hugz smiles, mum, Leon, Cherlie Brooke and Tyler xxxxxxx @---)--- u003c3 u003c3 u003c3 u003c3 u003c3 u003c3